Friday, October 31, 2008

"I Am Weak!"

Humility
Jeremiah 47:1-48:47

"We have heard that the people of Moab are proud, very proud. They are proud, very proud, and in their hearts they think they are important." (Jeremiah 48:29)

Oooh, the harsh gossip about those people of Moab- those proud, very proud people. Nowadays, the gossip might go something like this, "She really thinks she's something special" or "He's so stuck up." However you put it, pride (though prevalent in our culture) is still not a characteristic we aspire to embody. This is certainly an idea emphasized by the influence of pietism in the Church of the Brethren. My father would often hesitate to say, "I'm so proud of you," noting that pride is not an admirable trait. Rather "if I must boast, I will boast in the things that show my weakness." (2 Corinthians 11:30) Thank you, God, for using my weaknesses to show your power, for it is only through You that I can do all things.

Need
Psalm 119:113-120

"Help me, and I will be saved. I will always respect your demands." (Psalm 119:117)

Another familiar Psalm puts it this way: "I lift my eyes up to the hills- where does my help come from?" (Psalm 121:1) Or as the Beatles might sing... "All you need is God... dum da dumdadum." I think sometimes I'm guilty of forgetting how completely dependent I am upon God, how desparately I need the Lord in every aspect of my life. First, I would have no hope of saving myself from my sin without the Lord's saving grace. And furthermore, I would not be able to feel this abundant joy. Lord, may I always live mindful of my dependency on Your saving grace.

Strength
2 Timothy 4:9-22

"But the Lord stayed with me and gave me strength..." (2 Timothy 4:17)

Anorexia is an issue surrounded by deep layers of shame to say the least. Personally, I reached a point where after seeking to control everything so completely, I felt utterly helpless... and I thank God every day that with the help of family and friends I turned back to Him. Without You, oh Lord, I don't even know if I would be here.

The craziest thing is that while I was torturing myself by literally "running on empty" (many many miles a day), I would pray "May I walk and not grow weary, run and not faint." Fainting was something that happened more and more frequently the more severely I "limited my food intake." Yet somehow, I feel that this small way of reaching out to God kept me within God's reach... helped me to remember that God is so much stronger than an eating disorder.

Though I sometimes slip back into old habits, I'm stronger now... only through the strength that God has given me. Lord, I cannot even put into words my gratitude for staying with me. You stayed with me an gave me strength when I turned to you, crying for help.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Thy Word

Emmanuel
Jeremiah 45:1-46:28

"'People of Jacob, my servants, do not be afraid, because I am with you,' says the Lord..." (Jeremiah 46:28)

Sometimes I wish God would still send messages ("This is what the Lord God says...") through someone. But even better than those messages is the beautiful message of Emmanuel- God with us. When we believe God's word, we carry that message within us. And I am a firm believer that God is still speaking today... perhaps we just don't take time in the quiet to listen. This morning I noticed a beautiful cactus by the Old Main building that resembles an angel. I wonder whether it is God, reminding me of His loving, guiding presence in my life.

Light of the World
Psalm 119:105-112

"Thy word is like a lamp unto my feet and a light for my path." (Psalm 119:105)

A Story: One of my first experiences with GCF was a retreat at a cabin quite removed from campus. We walked down the dirt path toward the cabin, and it soon fell dark. The newbies among us had no clue where we would find this place, yet the flashlights (when people agreed to use them) illuminated the trail... just enough to see a few steps in front of us. We had faith that one step at a time we would reach the others at the retreat.

Lord, may I have faith to know that your word leads me step by step. I don't need to know all of your plan for my life right now. I only need to read your word day by day and follow your path for my life step by step.

Word
2 Timothy 3:1-4:8

"All Scripture is inspired by God, and is useful for teaching... Using the Scriptures, the person who serves God will be capable, having all that is needed to do every good work." (2 Timothy 3:16-17)

This first scripture is very well-known and often quoted. While I agree that it is very important, I believe the second (often neglected) verse is just as important. If our aim is to serve God, reading the words is not enough. We must reflect on the messages, the commands, the guidance therein and use them "for the glory of God and my neighbor's good" (Sauer Press).

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Amazing Grace

Defying Pride
Jeremiah 43:1-44:30

"Even to this day the people of Judah are still too proud. They have not learned to respect me or to follow my teachings. They have not obeyed the laws I gave you and your ancestors." (Jeremiah 44:10)

Oh those people of Judah. There they go again- worshiping and making offerings to some goddess. And we are told that they are too "proud" to respect and follow God. Reflecting on the Lord's awesome glory, I don't know how you can be "proud". Personally compared to God's goodness, holiness, mercy and perfection... I feel anything but proud, completely undeserving is more like it. Lord, blessed be Your name and Your miraculous unfathomable grace that You've granted an undeserving poor sinner such as myself.

Sweet Promises
Psalm 119:97-104

"Your promises are sweet to me, sweeter than honey in my mouth!" (Psalm 119:103)

The many references to food in the Bible and the specific reference to Jesus as the bread of life (as we studied last night in Bible Study) seem to give this verse special meaning. While we enjoy honey (energy-giving and sweet), it is the Lord and His abundant life-giving promises that give our life true joy and sweetness. What are these promises? Eternal life, life in abundance, joy, among many others. I need only look at a few passages to uncover enough 'sweet' miracles to develop a toothache!

Made Holy
2 Timothy 2:1-26

"In a large house there are not only things made of gold and silver, but also things made of wood and clay. Some things are used for special purposes, and others are made for ordinary jobs. All who make themselves clean from evil will be used for special purposes. They will be made holy, useful to the master, ready to do any good work." (2 Timothy 2:20-21)

I love these verses so much, as I seek to be of use to my heavenly Father. One of God's sweet promises is right here in this verse! If I live a pure life, God will make me holy and useful! I may not be made of gold or silver (made to run a non-profit organization or save peoples lives as an ER doctor), but even wood and clay are useful. God can use this broken clay bowl for "ordinary jobs," for "any good work." So, here I am, Lord... use me for whatever good work You choose. Be it helping a handicapped woman put her shoe on or offering someone something from the farmer's market. May my holiness and usefulness be ever glorifying to Your amazing grace!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Enough

Mine
Jeremiah 39:1-40:16

"But Nebuzaradan, commander of the guard, left some of the poorest people of Judah behind. They owned nothing, but that day he gave them vineyards and fields." (Jeremiah 39:10)

"The last shall be first" idea is common throughout the Bible, and sometimes I really wish we could somehow reinstate the year of Jubilee. It's both disheartening and hopeful to think that we live in a world that can afford everyone's needs but not everyone's wants. There is enough food, enough land for what we all need. How long, O Lord, until we get it right? This verse also makes me question what was happening here. How many of these people simply didn't have the right to own land? How many of these people had their own land taken from them from the government? (It reminds me of many land right struggles in Guatemala.) And yet, we should always all remember that our paychecks, our homes, right down to our shoes... all we have is simple "on loan" to us, precious gifts from God to be shared with our brothers and sisters.

Hope
Psalm 119:81-88

"I am weak from waiting for you to save me, but I hope in your word." (Psalm 119:81)

Hope is no longer used in the sense of complete trust and faith- to hope in something or someone to save and help you. Yet to me it is a beautiful phrase- it seems to combine both physical (waiting) and spiritual (trusting) aspects of the sentiment. When I was in Brazil, I was paid in US dollars. We're all familiar with the state of our economy, and this means that by the time I left Brazil, I was earning 1/3 of what I had been earning at the beginning. Yet, this led me to hope in God, in my community who loved and supported me... generously giving me more than I needed and certainly more than I deserved.

Needs
1 Timothy 6:3-21

"We brought nothing into the world, so we can take nothing out. But, if we have food and clothes, we will be satisfied with that." (1 Timothy 6:7-8)

From a very early age, I remember startling my friends by asking, "Do you need it? Or do you want it?" This was the question I learned from my parents which taught me that my needs are relatively few (and all satisfied)... and this diminished the importance and quantity of my wants. How difficult to live in a world with a philosophy of "more, more, more" and where children aren't taught to grow up and live conscious of the fact that we are blessed to have more than what we need (food, clothes, shelther)... and even this, we will leave behind.

Monday, October 27, 2008

Gifts- To Be of Use

Excerpt from "To Be of Use" (See entire poem by Marge Piercy)

Hopi vases that held corn, are put in museums
but you know they were made to be used.
The pitcher cries for water to carry
and a person for work that is real.

The Gift of Prayer
Jeremiah 41:1-42:22

"Then Jeremiah the prophet answered, 'I understand what you want me to do. I will pray to the Lord your God as you have asked. I will tell you everything he says and not hide anything from you.'" (Jeremiah 42:5)

The gift of prayer reminds me of a story I heard in a sermon once... let us digress...

There were four men (one of them the pastor) on a road trip somewhere, and they stopped at a diner that was advertising a special on chocolate chip pancakes. The place was packed with hungry travelers and a waitress that was a bit more than flustered hurriedly took their order. After delivering their pancakes, the four men bowed their heads to pray as the waitress started to walk away. The woman turned on her heels, put her hand on her hip and said, "If you're looking for the chocolate chips, they're all on the bottom!"

How unfortunate that prayer- our blessed opportunity for connecting to God- has become such a rarity that it may not even be recognized around the dinner table. While I believe that everyone desperately needs prayer, I recognize that some people have a special gift for expressing their prayers in words. Personally, I tend to pray more with my heart... recognizing that God knows how to fix my imperfect words, thoughts, hopes and desires.

The Gift of Obedience
Psalm 119:89-96

"I will never forget your orders, because you have given me life by them." (Psalm 119:93)

Trust and obey- like the Racabite family. Seems so difficult in this day in age for two reasons that I can think of presently. First of all, we're in an era that encourages questioning authority. Bad? I don't know... because secondly, some of that authority is corrupt and has lost our trust. But it's important to remember that God's orders, God's ways, God's laws are so different. A law that comes from life and love is trustworthy and perfect and not of this world. So, help me to treat your way differently God, and always obey Your voice.

The Unique Gifts We Are Called to Use
2 Timothy 1:1-18

"Keep using the gift God gave you... Let it grow, as a small flame grows into a fire." (2 Timothy 1:6)

In his book, The Irresistible Revolution, Shane Claiborne mentions message therapists "who spend days massaging the tired feet of homeless folks" and manicurists "who go to old folks homes and ask which ladies have no visitors or family, and then they sit with them, laugh, tell stories, and do their nails" (137). How beautiful when we see brothers and sisters in Christ taking care of one another, and I can only think to ask... what is my special gift that God has given me?

It reminds me of the children's song:
What can I give Him poor as I am?
If I were a shepherd I would give a lamb.
If I were a wiseman, I would do my part.
Yet what I can give Him, I'll give my heart.

While I'm not quite sure what my special and unique gift is, at least I can give my heart to people and love them as you taught us, Lord. May you help me as I let my gifts grow, to be of use in your kingdom, oh God.


Sunday, October 26, 2008

True Treasure

See: The Story of Stuff (a 20 minute animation of the consumerist society)

Life
Jeremiah 37:1-38:28

"...Do not send me back to the house of Jonathan the royal secretary, or I will die there!" (Jeremiah 31:20)

Straight out of Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs, Jeremiah (who has lived less than a charmed life) embodies the psychological theory that if basic needs like food and water are met, then someone can go on to worry about safety (shown here), then love, then self-esteem, then self-actualization. So many people live in the first couple of stages... worrying about where they will get their next meal and if they will sleep safely until tomorrow. And like little Thalita in my Sunday School prayer group, let me always remember to thank God for the treasure of "one more day of life".

Body
Psalm 119:73-80

"You made me and formed me with your hands..." (Psalm 119:73)

Created in the image of God with an amazing human body. A few weeks ago, I fell while running 5 miles and was scratched up from head to toe... now I barely notice the scars. The healing process is just one of the many little miracles inherent in this earthly body God has created for us. Lord, please forgive me for the times when I have not appreciated this body or the fact that you created it for me as a gift- to use to your glory.

Lasting Treasure
Proverbs 27:23-27

"Riches do not go on forever..." (Psalm 27:24)

Sometimes I think that these problems with the economy aren't the worst thing for our country right now. While I am distressed at thinking of the many people losing their jobs, I pray that people will stop relying so heavily on their wallets and rely more heartily upon God. It's also hard for me to feel the pinch, since I am earning so much more than last year and have already learned the trick to economizing. Even more important, these past years have shown me the lasting blessings that do not come from dollars (or reais)... a smile shared, stories exchanged, a warm hug, a cafezinho to accompany a friendly conversation. Thank you, Lord, for this this treasure that I carry in my heart.

Purity
1 Timothy 5:1-6:2

"Think carefully before you lay your hands on anyone, and don't share in the sins of others. Keep yourself pure." (1 Timothy 5:22)

Pure- two things come to mind when I hear this word. First of all, Katherine means pure... talk about a hard name to live up to. And pure drinking water, water which gives life to all creation. In this world where so many sins are upheld as blessings (where the stock market and income are our measures of success), it's hard to remain pure- in the world but not of the world. But, I've known people who are masters at this. Kate (my namesake) and Taunt (my great-aunt) would kindly look at life from the outside, capable of noting the blessings they were a part by keeping themselves away from "the sins of others". I can still hear Taunt saying, "What a blessing" as she welcomed nine young children to run around her house to play rowdy games of hide-and-go-seek.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Blessings

Obey
Jeremiah 35:1-36:32

"...If you obey me, you will live in the land I have given to you and your ancestors." (Jeremiah 35:15)

Just like the Recabite family, we will be blessed for our obedience. That family could not drink wine or plant vineyard or build houses but live in tents. I'm sure it wasn't always easy, like they were invited to a wedding... or when a storm came up. But, they continued. I pray that I may obey You always, Lord... so that I may some day reside in the land You have given us, Your kingdom.

Serve
Psalm 119:65-72

"You have done good things for your servant, as you have promised, Lord." (Psalm 119:65)

This reminds me of the verse, "Every good and perfect gift is from above..." (James 1:17). I have been showered with so many good and perfect gifts, so many amazing blessings- from the fresh sunrise of a new day this morning to the opportunities to travel and meet so many wonderful brothers and sisters... and so so many more. And I do not deserve this at all, but God has blessed me, as the Lord has promised. Now I want only to serve the Lord in gratitude for every good thing in my life, which is from God.

Train
1 Timothy 4:1-16

"...but train yourself to serve God. Training your body helps you in some ways, but serving God helps you in every way by bringing you blessings in this life and in the future life, too." (1 Timothy 4:7-8)

I just finished my morning run in training for my half marathon Nov. 2, so this verse holds particular meaning for me. I know what it is to seriously train- research different techniques and styles of training schedules, eat proper foods, follow the schedule every day, and put energy into each run. Similarly with training to serve God- find different ways to serve (in the community, outside), nourish your soul with the word, set apart a regular time with the Lord, and be present ("in spirit and in truth"- John 4:23) in this time with God. Anyone who's been a VSer (volunteer service worker) knows that serving is not easy... but I have been so blessed my the people I've worked with in every area of my life, and a part of them remains in my heart- a very real blessing in my future life, too.

Friday, October 24, 2008

Friends and Family

Bride
Jeremiah 33:1-34:22

"There will be sounds of joy and gladness and the happy sounds of brides and bridegrooms..." (Jeremiah 33:11)

I love a good wedding... one where you have absolutely no doubts about the future love shared in the marriage of the beautiful couple. Family and close friends gather around with smiles of all, perhaps even in some way recognizing that this lovely tie is so likened to God's promise to love His church forever faithfully.

Friends
Psalm 119:57-64

"I am a friend to everyone who fears you, to anyone who obeys your orders." (Psalm 119:63)

After observing some Quaker traditions at the conference this week, I am reminded of the "Society of Friends" or "Friends Meeting". As I love language, I'm convinced that the language we use has a very real impact on the way we understand the world around us. What a beautiful thing, to have so many friends... bound together by God.

Family
1 Timothy 3:1-16

"That family is the church of the living God, the support and foundation of the truth." (1 Timothy 3:15)

Again, I just have to thank God for the immense blessing of my time in Boston this week and for the family that I encountered there. Although for a short time, this family (particularly my small group) of former volunteers supported and encouraged one another in such an awe inspiring way. Many people said it, but I have to concur that a group like that one gives me real hope for the future of our church family.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Honey Do

Do what is fair...
Jeremiah 21:1-22:30

"This is what the Lord says: Do what is fair and right. Save the one who has been robbed from the power of his attacker. Don't mistreat or hurt the foreigners, orphans, or widows. Don't kill innocent people here." (Jeremiah 22:3)

Christianity isn't just about a rigid set of what not to do- things to avoid, but I believe it is much more about the great sense of responsibility motivated by Jesus' love that we strive to reflect in the world. Doing justice... What does this look like in real life? God gives us actual examples- protecting victims, welcoming foreigners and taking care of the marginalized. Lord, help me to act fairly and justly and do your will always.

Do live by God's rules...
Psalm 119:9-16

"I enjoy living by your rules as people enjoy great riches. I think about your orders and study your ways." (Psalm 119:14-15)

The Lord's commands are beautiful and perfect and just. Unlike the laws set up by the world and society, God's rules are there to help guide us lovingly into another way of living. It is so sweet to reflect on Your word and your ways, Lord. Help me to follow in them always.

Do live in peace...
1 Thessalonians 5:1-28

"Live in peace with each other.... Always be joyful. Pray continually, and give thanks whatever happens....Keep what is good, and stay away from everything that is evil." (1 Thessalonians 5:13-22)

Peace is in someways a very loaded term. Connotations abound with regard to peace (not war, silence, and quiet, maker). Here, peace seems to be to be used in such a way as harmony. It's important to remember that the church, even in its beginnings, needed to hear the message for the need of harmony and peace. Joy, prayer, thanksgiving, and good... Lord, lead me as I try to do all of this in Your name.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Following

Following with Heart and Mind
Jeremiah 19:1-20:18

"Lord All-Powerful, you test good people; you look deeply into the heart and mind of a person." (Jeremiah 20:12)

"Lord, you seek me and know me..." Another one of my favorite verses, and just as comforting. Look into my heart and my mind, Lord, and guide me. Only You have perfect wisdom and understanding. Lead me to the purpose You have set out for my life.

Following Loyally
Psalm 119:1-8

"Lord, you gave your orders to be obeyed completely. I wish I were more loyal in obeying your demands." (Psalm 119:4-5)

There is so much that I could and should do that is pleasing to You, God. Please help me to not 'get comfortable'. I want to see the opportunities to shine Your light in every circumstance. I am leaning on Your guidance, Lord.

Following the Holy Spirit
1 Thessalonians 4:1-18

"God called us to be holy and does not want us to live in sin. So the person who refuses to obey this teaching is disobeying God, not simply a human teaching. And God is the One who gives us his Holy Spirit." (1 Thessalonians 4:7-8)

Disobeying Your instruction is pure nonsense, Lord... it is going against Your good and perfect plan for our lives. Lord, please help me to listen, to follow, to live wholly obedient to Your will for my life.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

More Power to You

Powerful Promise
Jeremiah 17:1-18:23

"This is what the Lord says: 'A curse is placed on those who trust other people, who depend on humans for strength... They don't know about the good things God can give. But the person who trusts in the Lord will be blessed. The Lord will show him that he can be trusted. He will be strong, like a tree planted near water that sends its roots by a stream." (Jeremiah 17:5-8)

Tucson, AZ. I didn't expect the intense culture shock that I encountered here. A different environment, different people, different livelihood. After the 'honeymoon' period of cultural adaptation wore off, I've felt somewhat lost and alone here- and so far from home (meaning everything from Rofo to Lancaster to Boston to Brazil). But, when I'm alone, I keep reminding myself that this is a blessing. I need to thank God that I feel alone, not able to trust in anyone for strength but only in the Lord. I remember a friend once telling me that "Feeling alone is just God calling us back to His side." Here I am, Lord. Guide me to where You'd have me be- whether that is someplace else or here... I need Your strength.

Praising God's Power
Psalm 118:25-29
"Please, Lord, save us; please, Lord, give us success...You are my God, and I will thank you; you are my God, and I will praise your greatness." (Psalm 118:25-28)

There are two parts to these verses. First the call for help, and then the praise and thanksgiving. Lord, you have saved me with your power so many times! You have saved me from my own self-destructive nature, and I have only to thank you every day for the goodness that you shower upon me- each sunrise that I see, each morning run is the precious gift of a new day.

Powerful Guidance
Proverbs 27:11-12

"The wise see danger ahead and avoid it, but fools keep going and get into trouble." (Proverbs 27:12)

Lord, I am not wise- how I wish I were... wise or smart. All I am is ordinary, but even this is an extraordinary gift, because in my foolishness I rely on Your wisdom. Lord, guide me to where You would have me in this moment. I'm taking this time, especially next week at the conference, to discern Your will for my life right now. I don't want to "keep going and get into trouble". I long only to do Your will, O God. Lead me.

Powerful Prayer
1 Thessalonians 2:17-3:13

"May your hearts be made strong so that you will be holy and without fault before our God and Father when our Lord Jesus comes with all his holy ones." (1 Thessalonians 3:13)

Paul continually teaches me the importance of community and praying for one another. Praying for strength for our brothers and sisters. Strong hearts- not strong wallets (in the current economic climate) or legs (runners preparing for the 1/2 marathon ;o) or minds (intense grad students). Lord, grant all my brothers and sisters a powerful heart- strong and holy and set apart for You.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Unexpected Triumph

The Season
Jeremiah 15:1-16:21

"They will fight against you, but they will not defeat you, because I am with you." (Jeremiah 15:20)

"Undefeated" is something I think of more in terms of a winning basketball season, but as a Christian I have the blessing of being undefeated season after season. Sure I have my 'tough workouts' or 'difficult training sessions' or even 'close games'. But, "they" will not defeat me. Who is this "they"? Difficult to say- perhaps in today's society I'd be tempted to think that it's the temptation to follow 'false gods' (mentioned later in these verses) of money, power, ambition, etc. But, God is with me- what an awe-inspiring thought... so unimaginable that the Lord, Creator of the Universe is with me, on my side. Certainly I cannot be defeated.

The Coach
Psalm 118:22-24

"The stone that the builders rejected became the cornerstone." (Psalm 118:22)

Coming from the Keystone State, I know all about the importance of this cornerstone, which holds everything together. Referring to Christ's humble stature and the 'builders' or church founders' refusal to accept Him, I wonder whether this could also refer to ordinary Christians like me- to all those people that hadn't been accepted into the faith before Jesus came and radically invited them to follow. And the second part is just as sweet: "The Lord did this, and it is wonderful to us. This is the day that the Lord has made. Let us rejoice and be glad today!" (Psalm 118:23-24) Yes, today, Lord, I will praise you for your the triumph you brought out of the most humble of circumstances.

The Team
Proverbs 27:10

"Don't forget your friend or your parent's friend. Don't always go to your family for help when trouble comes. A neighbor close by is better than a family far away."

While this verse at first strikes a harsh discord with my love and appreciation for my family, I can understand its wisdom. If I never connect with my true neighbors, those who live right here with me, then I will never feel at home here. I will never be able to face my challenges here, but I'll run home instead. Honestly this has been a struggle for me here in AZ. Still facing a bit of cultural shock in the sharp contrast with the loving open-armed Brazilians, it's hard for me to build close, meaningful relationships where I feel comfortable and even encouraged to share my doubts, questions, concerns, hopes, dreams, "troubles". But, I'm so thankful as I see this change- as I grow a bit closer to my neighbors "close by," feeling that we're not just meeting up at planned scheduled times (fitting friendship around classwork) but actually enjoying the fellowship of each others company. Last night at Bible Study, we actually took the time to talk and pray about our "troubles"- listening to, caring for, and being with one another as neighbors and a family of sorts, while our families are so far away. Thank you, God, for the blessing of my spiritual team.

The Score
1 Thessalonians 2:1-16

"But we speak the Good News because God tested us and trusted us to do it. When we speak, we are not trying to please people, but God, who tests our hearts." (1 Thessalonians 2:5)

"The purpose", "the goal", "the prize"... in the context of society they are something completely different than my spiritual life. In Bible Studies, quiet time and church, when talking about the "prize", it is something heavenly, spiritual. Yet, when talking about "goals" (also purpose) at work or school or at those family gatherings, it tends to be something completely different. I guess that's why I'm having such a moment of questioning right now. I long to unite these two parts of my life... to understand God's purpose for my life. If I'm not trying to "please people", why am I here? What is God's purpose for my life? Does God want to use graduate studies in ELL to further His kingdom? How? If not, where should I be? This verse comes to mind, one of my favorites and that I need to remember the most: "Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourself" (Phillipians 2:3). Lord, help me to "test my heart" and know Your will for my life. Thank you for the opportunity to explore these questions next week at the VEV (Volunteers Exploring Vocation) Conference in Boston.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Gifts: Water, Love, Advice, Community

Water
Jeremiah 13:1-14:22

"...They go to the wells, but they find no water. So they return with empty jars. They are ashamed and embarrassed and cover their heads in shame." (Jeremiah 14:3)

Water... how very important- something I am learning more and more here in Arizona. It may be getting cooler, but it seems to be getting dryer as well. And after biking back from the Community Food Bank this morning, there seemed to be nothing sweeter than a cool drink of water. Yet, so many people lack this precious gift that I so often take for granted. Lord, help me do my part to make sure my brothers and sisters can appreciate water to quench their thirst and water to quench their souls.

Life
Psalm 118:15-21

"I will not die, but live, and I will tell what the Lord has done." (Psalm 118:17)

Each and every day is a precious gift. I am alive today, Lord. Thank you! I can't help but remember the children of Campo Limpo who would thank God for "mais um dia de vida". I must thank you Lord, for every day is a gift. And I must thank you by living and telling all that You have done for me.

Advice
Proverbs 27:9

"The sweet smell of perfume and oils is pleasant, and so is good advice from a friend. (Proverbs 27:9)

I'm reminded of the sweet Bath and Body Works room fragrance that my parent's gave to me. I walk into my room, smile, and say, "Ah." I am greeted by the smell. "Cheiroso!"- my Brazilian friends would exclaim. Good advice is the same- sincere, sweet, kind, welcoming- and helpful.

Community of Believers
1 Thessalonians 1:1-10

"We continually thank God for all of you and mention you when we pray." (1 Thessalonians 1:2)

Another sweet gift that God has granted us is each other. I have come to thank the Lord more and more over the years for the blessing of a community of brothers and sisters to worship and praise the Lord and study the Word and live a life of service with me. And today is Bible Study day- thank you, God. It is so wonderful when we meet together with each other and with you. For this reason also I am so excited to go to Boston Sunday-Wednesday for the Volunteers Exploring Vocation conference. Thank you for your spirit that binds us together, just like the familiar old hymn: "Blessed be the tie that binds our hearts in Christian love. The fellowship of kindred minds is like to that above."

Monday, October 13, 2008

October 13

Obeying the Do's and Don'ts
Jeremiah 11:1-12:17

"Obey me and do everything I command you. Then you will be my people, and I will be your God." (Jeremiah 11:4)

Sounds easy enough at first to just obey what God has set before me, until I realize all that this includes. It's not just the don'ts but the do's. Following Jesus' example provides us with a radical example of love without boundaries, a love that doesn't get comfortable with our daily living but is constantly looking for new opportunities to express the grace given to us. Lord, please help me to obey You and all of your commands, the do's and the don'ts, in the way You would have me live.

The Gift of a Song
Psalm 118:10-14

"The Lord gives me strength and a song. He has saved me." (Psalm 118:14)

A Song! The Lord is so good, and God gives me so much... from just laws to one more day of beautiful life to another breath of fresh air. God has even given me the precious gift of a song. A song in a literal sense- as I love to sing praise songs, hymns, contemporary worship songs, whenever I get a chance- a lovely way to express this joy and praise that overwhelms my spirit. But the Lord also gives me a metaphorical song to sing- the song that I live, expressing God's love in everything I do, in my every interaction with people, in my daily walk. May I do justice to the song that you have given me, Lord.

Far From Home
Proverbs 27:8

"A person who leaves his home is like a bird that leaves its nest." (Proverbs 27:8)

I'm not sure what to make of this proverb. Does it mean that a person has to leave his/her home? Birds do have to leave their nest at sometime. But don't they return? I suppose it depends on the bird. They do need some place to rest. But, I feel a longing to learn about this right now- as I feel so far away from home, from family, from close friends.

After a little bit of research, it seems that some people take this to represent people who wander from their families and sometimes leave them exposed (like the eggs in the nest) as well as Christians who leave their spiritual lives (also harming their famlies). Lord, I pray that wherever I may go it may truly be in following your lead- not due to my own foolish ambition nor harming the family and friends I love so much as I leave them behind once again. (http://www.studylight.org/com/geb/view.cgi?book=pr&chapter=27&verse=8)

Manner of Their Living
Colassions 4:2-18

"Be wise in the way you act with people who are not believers, making the most of every opportunity. When you talk, you should always be kind and pleasant so you will be able to answer everyone in the way you should." (Colassians 4:5-6)

The age-old familiar saying that you can recognize Brethren "by the manner of their living" is something I pray to realize in my own life. I need to constantly remember that I may be the only way someone knows Jesus and demonstrate this in my entire life- blessing my brothers and sisters in "the way I act"... making the most of every opportunity, no matter how small- a smile, a shared cup of coffee, a listening ear.

Grace for the Moment

This Grace Place is my place to keep my praise, thoughts and prayers from my daily quiet time with God as I read through the Bible daily with Max Lucado's Grace for the Moment Daily Bible.