Times of Trouble
Psalm 69:1-4
"God, save me, because the water has risen to my neck. I'm sinking down into the mud, and there is nothing to stand on. I am in deep water, and the flood covers me. I am tired from calling for help; my throat is sore." (Psalm 69:1)
At the VEV conference in the Fall, a member of the Iona community in Scotland presented several songs to us, songs that were not just based on the 'glad texts' (as Pollyanna would put it) but also upon the difficult, sad, even angry texts. These passages in the Bible are important, because we get a sense that the Bible is real and the Word is living. These people so many years ago felt real pain and sadness and struggle. When I am in deep struggle and just need someone to listen to my feelings, someone to sympathize with me, I can turn to Psalm 69 and hear that someone else felt this way and could cry out to God in their time of trouble... knowing that God would help them through it somehow but in the meantime it is still ok to express those feelings.
Times of Sadness
John 11:28-57
"When Jesus saw Mary crying and the Jews who came with her also crying, he was upset and deeply troubled. He asked, 'Where did you bury him?' 'Come and see, Lord,' they said. Jesus cried. So the Jews said, 'See how much he loved him.'" (John 11:33-36)
Even more comforting is the familiar passage that 'Jesus wept.' And though I never took note of this before, Jesus wept with others. He mourned with those who mourned. It reminds me of the song "Let Me Be Your Servant" in which one verse goes "I will weep when you are weeping, when you laugh I'll laugh with you." Yesterday I learned the importance of presence, but also important is the propriety of presence. When you really love your friends, you feel what they are feeling. The mere fact that they are sad makes you sad. The fact that they are rejoicing in a new success causes you to rejoice. While the Jews identified that Jesus was showing his love for Lazarus, I also believe that here Jesus was demonstrating his love for Mary and Martha and all of those with whom he was mourning as well.
Times of Danger
John 11:28-57
"That day they started planning to kill Jesus. So Jesus no longer traveled openly among the people. He left there and went to a place near the desert, to a town called Ephraim and stayed there with his followers." (John 11:53-54)
We often think of Jesus' own tough times in his last hours, but even before then it was never easy for him. I can't imagine having to travel in secret, inhabit only certain spaces. My ability to move around the world is something that I take so for granted. Jesus didn't even go to the Passover Feast right away, because people were there ready to arrest him. In fact, they were instructed to arrest him. Lord, you were there watching over Your Son, and I know that You are watching over me in times of danger... just as You did in Brazil.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
A Friend Loves at All Times
A Friend Loves at All Times
Proverbs 17:16-17
"A friend loves you all the time, and a brother helps in times of trouble." (Proverbs 17:17)
These words are so true. "All the time"- when you're sad, when you're happy, when you're frustrated, when you're exhausted, even when you're just too busy and don't have time for them. They're not just there for you on the best of days but on all days. I'm quite lucky to have a brother who is also my friend and definitely helps me in times of trouble. He's been there for me when I've been caught in the confusion of discerning my next step. He's been there for me when I was caught in difficult situations and really hurting inside. He's been there for me when I've been so excited and happy and blessed. Being there- I think it really is more important than we even recognize. Perhaps you can't do much for your friend at a certain point in their journey, but just being there sometimes counts. To know that someone is there with you is powerful, and we are called to love one another- to be there for those who need us or even when they don't, but to show them that we are really present and caring about them in that moment... we give them the gift of ourselves. Lord, thank You for being our friend... always there for us when we need You, and teach us how to be friends to all, how to love all and be there for them... at all times.
Solomon: Friend of the Israelites
1 Kings 7:1-8:66
"Give your attention to my prayers and the prayers of your people Israel. Listen to them anytime they ask you for help. You chose them from all the nations on earth to be your very own people. This is what you promised through Moses your servant when you brought our ancestors out of Egypt, Lord God." (1 Kings 8:52-53)
Here Solomon prays to God on behalf of the Israelites, asking for forgiveness of sins that they haven't even yet committed. Solomon shows that he is not only concerned for himself but for the welbeing of all his people. He asks God to listen when the people ask for help and forgiveness. When someone prays for you, really really prays for you and your concerns and your joys, it is such a special gift. Only a friend knows you well enough and cares enough to pray those prayers, giving them as much importance as their own. I'm reminded to pray for the joys and concerns of all my friends... cherishing them in my heart and asking that God help and bless them, as they have certainly blessed me.
Jesus: Friend of Lazarus
John 11:1-27
"So Mary and Martha sent someone to tell Jesus, 'Lord, the one you love is sick'.... Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus." (John 11:3,5)
I really love this story, and while the miracle is great, I'm also attracted to the knowledge that Jesus had some very dear friends who he loved very much. In being human, he could feel the earthly bond we develop with certain special friends... even when he was far away, he went to visit these friends that he loved. And Jesus calls himself our friend (John 15:15). What a blessing! Thank You, Lord Jesus, for all Your gifts... for the gift of the life You gave to save me... and for the gift of Your friendship.
Proverbs 17:16-17
"A friend loves you all the time, and a brother helps in times of trouble." (Proverbs 17:17)
These words are so true. "All the time"- when you're sad, when you're happy, when you're frustrated, when you're exhausted, even when you're just too busy and don't have time for them. They're not just there for you on the best of days but on all days. I'm quite lucky to have a brother who is also my friend and definitely helps me in times of trouble. He's been there for me when I've been caught in the confusion of discerning my next step. He's been there for me when I was caught in difficult situations and really hurting inside. He's been there for me when I've been so excited and happy and blessed. Being there- I think it really is more important than we even recognize. Perhaps you can't do much for your friend at a certain point in their journey, but just being there sometimes counts. To know that someone is there with you is powerful, and we are called to love one another- to be there for those who need us or even when they don't, but to show them that we are really present and caring about them in that moment... we give them the gift of ourselves. Lord, thank You for being our friend... always there for us when we need You, and teach us how to be friends to all, how to love all and be there for them... at all times.
Solomon: Friend of the Israelites
1 Kings 7:1-8:66
"Give your attention to my prayers and the prayers of your people Israel. Listen to them anytime they ask you for help. You chose them from all the nations on earth to be your very own people. This is what you promised through Moses your servant when you brought our ancestors out of Egypt, Lord God." (1 Kings 8:52-53)
Here Solomon prays to God on behalf of the Israelites, asking for forgiveness of sins that they haven't even yet committed. Solomon shows that he is not only concerned for himself but for the welbeing of all his people. He asks God to listen when the people ask for help and forgiveness. When someone prays for you, really really prays for you and your concerns and your joys, it is such a special gift. Only a friend knows you well enough and cares enough to pray those prayers, giving them as much importance as their own. I'm reminded to pray for the joys and concerns of all my friends... cherishing them in my heart and asking that God help and bless them, as they have certainly blessed me.
Jesus: Friend of Lazarus
John 11:1-27
"So Mary and Martha sent someone to tell Jesus, 'Lord, the one you love is sick'.... Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus." (John 11:3,5)
I really love this story, and while the miracle is great, I'm also attracted to the knowledge that Jesus had some very dear friends who he loved very much. In being human, he could feel the earthly bond we develop with certain special friends... even when he was far away, he went to visit these friends that he loved. And Jesus calls himself our friend (John 15:15). What a blessing! Thank You, Lord Jesus, for all Your gifts... for the gift of the life You gave to save me... and for the gift of Your friendship.
Friday, May 29, 2009
It's All in the Timing
A Long Time- to fulfill God's plans
1 Kings 5:1-6:38
"The Temple was finished during the eleventh year he was king, in the eighth month, the month of Bul. It was built exactly as it was planned. Solomon had spent over seven years building it." (1 Kings 6:38)
Wow... what a work project. That makes most of our construction projects seem speedy. (Of course nowadays we have the luxury of different mechanical helps.) But just think about anything you've dedicated 7 years to working on: whether it was middle/high school, a graduate degree, a job, a marraige, a child, paying for a home... didn't it feel good when it was 'built exactly as planned' or at least turned out as well as you could've imagined? For me there are few things that I've devoted 7 years to. I suppose I could count the Spring-Ford school system and trying to follow God's will in serving Him with all my being... by teaching, volunteering, now trying to do whatever I can and praying that He lead me in the paths where I should go. I can't help but admire Solomon's persistence and constant devotion in loving God so much thta he would spend over seven years to build His temple. Lord, my contribution will not be building a temple for you but building up Your kingdom... I pray that You continue to guide me in where I should go to serve You and Your people not for 7 but for 7x70 years.
Now's the Time- to stop a quarrel
Proverbs 17:13-15
"Starting a quarrel is like a leak in a dam, so stop it before a fight breaks out." (Proverbs 17:14)
In Spanish, there's a saying, "de una vez." Literally, it means "of one time." Figuratively, it would be translated as something like, "how about now?" or "let's do it right away"- sort of suggesting that idea of "why not now?" This is especially true for disagreements and misunderstandings. On this, I agree wholeheartedly. In fact, sometimes I do this to a fault... I think about a misunderstanding and cannot move forward until I've asked someone about it- hey, what happened there? Can you explain what you meant when...? I've noticed you're a bit ___, any reason? But, luckily my friends and family have learned to expect this from me, and I have to say that it usually proves to be beneficial... it stops me from bottling up those emotions for an explosion in a fight and helps me to understand people more. For, I'm sure that most quarrels are really that- just misunderstandings. That's why God tells us not to let the sun go down on our anger. Lord, please help me always help me to stop quarreling "de una vez" before it starts, because if not... that leak just keeps on leaking.
All the Time- to believe in Jesus
John 10:22-42
"Some people gathered around him and said, 'How long will you make us wonder about you? If you are the Christ, tell us plainly.' Jesus answered, 'I told you already, but you did not believe. The miracles I do in my Father's name show who I am. But you don't believe, because you are not my sheep. My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life and they will never die, and no one can steal them out of my hand." (John 10:24-28)
Funny how people just didn't get it. Jesus stopped answering questions that he'd already answered and questions asked just to trap him. Later on it says "'again' some people picked up stones to kill Jesus" (31), so this suggests that perhaps they had stones in their hands while asking him this question. And these 'askers' weren't genuinely interested in considering or discerning the truth. People with open hearts who had heard the Word were already sheep, already believed the miracles done in the Father's name. Lord, we want to be Your sheep all the time... to listen to Your voice, to follow You... I rest in the knowledge that You are my Father and protector and no one can steal me out of Your hand- You are with me all the time and I seek to live in You all the time.
1 Kings 5:1-6:38
"The Temple was finished during the eleventh year he was king, in the eighth month, the month of Bul. It was built exactly as it was planned. Solomon had spent over seven years building it." (1 Kings 6:38)
Wow... what a work project. That makes most of our construction projects seem speedy. (Of course nowadays we have the luxury of different mechanical helps.) But just think about anything you've dedicated 7 years to working on: whether it was middle/high school, a graduate degree, a job, a marraige, a child, paying for a home... didn't it feel good when it was 'built exactly as planned' or at least turned out as well as you could've imagined? For me there are few things that I've devoted 7 years to. I suppose I could count the Spring-Ford school system and trying to follow God's will in serving Him with all my being... by teaching, volunteering, now trying to do whatever I can and praying that He lead me in the paths where I should go. I can't help but admire Solomon's persistence and constant devotion in loving God so much thta he would spend over seven years to build His temple. Lord, my contribution will not be building a temple for you but building up Your kingdom... I pray that You continue to guide me in where I should go to serve You and Your people not for 7 but for 7x70 years.
Now's the Time- to stop a quarrel
Proverbs 17:13-15
"Starting a quarrel is like a leak in a dam, so stop it before a fight breaks out." (Proverbs 17:14)
In Spanish, there's a saying, "de una vez." Literally, it means "of one time." Figuratively, it would be translated as something like, "how about now?" or "let's do it right away"- sort of suggesting that idea of "why not now?" This is especially true for disagreements and misunderstandings. On this, I agree wholeheartedly. In fact, sometimes I do this to a fault... I think about a misunderstanding and cannot move forward until I've asked someone about it- hey, what happened there? Can you explain what you meant when...? I've noticed you're a bit ___, any reason? But, luckily my friends and family have learned to expect this from me, and I have to say that it usually proves to be beneficial... it stops me from bottling up those emotions for an explosion in a fight and helps me to understand people more. For, I'm sure that most quarrels are really that- just misunderstandings. That's why God tells us not to let the sun go down on our anger. Lord, please help me always help me to stop quarreling "de una vez" before it starts, because if not... that leak just keeps on leaking.
All the Time- to believe in Jesus
John 10:22-42
"Some people gathered around him and said, 'How long will you make us wonder about you? If you are the Christ, tell us plainly.' Jesus answered, 'I told you already, but you did not believe. The miracles I do in my Father's name show who I am. But you don't believe, because you are not my sheep. My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life and they will never die, and no one can steal them out of my hand." (John 10:24-28)
Funny how people just didn't get it. Jesus stopped answering questions that he'd already answered and questions asked just to trap him. Later on it says "'again' some people picked up stones to kill Jesus" (31), so this suggests that perhaps they had stones in their hands while asking him this question. And these 'askers' weren't genuinely interested in considering or discerning the truth. People with open hearts who had heard the Word were already sheep, already believed the miracles done in the Father's name. Lord, we want to be Your sheep all the time... to listen to Your voice, to follow You... I rest in the knowledge that You are my Father and protector and no one can steal me out of Your hand- You are with me all the time and I seek to live in You all the time.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
To Know is to Love
To Know what Must be Done
1 Kings 3:1-4:34
"'Lord my God, now you have made me your servant, king in my father's place. But I am like a little child; I don't know how to do what must be done. I, your servant, am here among your chosen people, and there are too many of them to count. I ask that you give me a heart that understands, so I can rule the people in the right way and will know the difference between right and wrong. Otherwise, it is impossible to rule this great people of yours.' The Lord was pleased that Solomon had asked for this." (1 Kings 3:7-10)
What a beautiful prayer! This is something I reflected on in my message at YAC last weekend. The Lord guided me to this prayer which proved most beneficial in preparing my message... as I asked Him for guidance. But additionally, we read it together that night to remind ourselves of God's promise to grant us wisdom 'to know what must be done' at the right time- discernment. In today's mobile society with changes in careers, the economy and various other areas, it's important to know that we can go to God for all of our decisions... asking him for wisdom is a prayer that pleased God. He was pleased that Solomon did not ask for riches and honor when he could've asked for anything. But Solomon asked to 'know what must be done.' He sought to love and honor God's will for his life in the hope of knowing His wisdom. I similarly pray to know 'what must be done' and what it is that I must do. Lord I love you, and I pray for the wisdom to know Your plan for my life... trusting that You will reveal all things in Your time.
To Know Nature's Beauty
1 Kings 3:1-4:34
"[Solomon] taught about many kinds of plants- everything from the great cedar trees of Lebanon to the weeds that grow out of the walls. He also taught about animals, birds, crawling things and fish. People from all nations came to listen to King Solomon's wisdom. The kings of all nations sent them to him, because they had heard of Solomon's wisdom." (1 Kings 4:33-34)
This beautiful passage from Kings may seem surprising at first since people seem to think of environmental concerns as a incongruous with our spiritual lives. But, when considering it more carefully- it is only natural (pun intended) that the same book that asks us to be 'good stewards of the earth' would deem Solomon's wisdom and knowledge about the trees, weeds, animals, birds, crawling things and fish very important, especially at a time when people lived much more closely to the land. This verse reminds me of Brad and my cousin Jonathan who study soil moisture in the Amazon and Alaska respectively. Their exploration of aspects of the amazing world that God has given to us gives us more wisdom and further reason to admire, love and care for the earth. It inspires me to learn more about the plants and animals native to Tucson so that I may appreciate them even more on my hikes next semester. Dana Gioia, in her poem "Words," describes the importance of knowing nature:
Yet the stones remain less real to those who cannot
name them, or read the mute syllables graven in silica.
To see a red stone is less than seeing it as jasper—
metamorphic quartz, cousin to the flint the Kiowa
carved as arrowheads. To name is to know and remember.
I'm so thankful God has given us such scientific inquiring minds so that I may learn from them and learn to "name" and "know" and "love" the earth and the God who has given it to my care.
To Know the Shepherd (as He Knows His Sheep)
John 10:1-21
"I am the good shepherd. I know my sheep, and my sheep know me." (John 10:14)
And the very heart of the matter... Our good shepherd knows His sheep. He knows me... everything about me- my name and my soul, my heart and my motivation, my struggles and my greatest happiness. I love this verse. As I titled today's writing- to know is to love. To know someone is very personal.
I wonder if you've ever heard someone remark, usually rather indignantly, "X doesn't even know me!" When used in this context it doesn't mean someone knows your name but rather those thoughts and concerns and joys that rest deep in your soul. They know your nature and how you'd react even before you've been put in a certain situation. It's that friend from 2nd grade who knows that fruit salad would be your favorite welcome home gift and a 5k would be right up your alley. (Thanks, Ash!) But knowing someone doesn't come easy... it takes time spent together, really listening and talking to one another, and being there when it counts.
Well, if we are to be God's sheep, we must also know God. But knowing God doesn't come easy... it takes time spent together in Bible Study, talking to and listening to God in prayer, talking to and listening to other believers, and being there, being faithful... even when it's hard, especially when it's hard. Lord, I love that You know me, and I love being Your sheep and knowing You. Help me to know more of You every day.
1 Kings 3:1-4:34
"'Lord my God, now you have made me your servant, king in my father's place. But I am like a little child; I don't know how to do what must be done. I, your servant, am here among your chosen people, and there are too many of them to count. I ask that you give me a heart that understands, so I can rule the people in the right way and will know the difference between right and wrong. Otherwise, it is impossible to rule this great people of yours.' The Lord was pleased that Solomon had asked for this." (1 Kings 3:7-10)
What a beautiful prayer! This is something I reflected on in my message at YAC last weekend. The Lord guided me to this prayer which proved most beneficial in preparing my message... as I asked Him for guidance. But additionally, we read it together that night to remind ourselves of God's promise to grant us wisdom 'to know what must be done' at the right time- discernment. In today's mobile society with changes in careers, the economy and various other areas, it's important to know that we can go to God for all of our decisions... asking him for wisdom is a prayer that pleased God. He was pleased that Solomon did not ask for riches and honor when he could've asked for anything. But Solomon asked to 'know what must be done.' He sought to love and honor God's will for his life in the hope of knowing His wisdom. I similarly pray to know 'what must be done' and what it is that I must do. Lord I love you, and I pray for the wisdom to know Your plan for my life... trusting that You will reveal all things in Your time.
To Know Nature's Beauty
1 Kings 3:1-4:34
"[Solomon] taught about many kinds of plants- everything from the great cedar trees of Lebanon to the weeds that grow out of the walls. He also taught about animals, birds, crawling things and fish. People from all nations came to listen to King Solomon's wisdom. The kings of all nations sent them to him, because they had heard of Solomon's wisdom." (1 Kings 4:33-34)
This beautiful passage from Kings may seem surprising at first since people seem to think of environmental concerns as a incongruous with our spiritual lives. But, when considering it more carefully- it is only natural (pun intended) that the same book that asks us to be 'good stewards of the earth' would deem Solomon's wisdom and knowledge about the trees, weeds, animals, birds, crawling things and fish very important, especially at a time when people lived much more closely to the land. This verse reminds me of Brad and my cousin Jonathan who study soil moisture in the Amazon and Alaska respectively. Their exploration of aspects of the amazing world that God has given to us gives us more wisdom and further reason to admire, love and care for the earth. It inspires me to learn more about the plants and animals native to Tucson so that I may appreciate them even more on my hikes next semester. Dana Gioia, in her poem "Words," describes the importance of knowing nature:
Yet the stones remain less real to those who cannot
name them, or read the mute syllables graven in silica.
To see a red stone is less than seeing it as jasper—
metamorphic quartz, cousin to the flint the Kiowa
carved as arrowheads. To name is to know and remember.
I'm so thankful God has given us such scientific inquiring minds so that I may learn from them and learn to "name" and "know" and "love" the earth and the God who has given it to my care.
To Know the Shepherd (as He Knows His Sheep)
John 10:1-21
"I am the good shepherd. I know my sheep, and my sheep know me." (John 10:14)
And the very heart of the matter... Our good shepherd knows His sheep. He knows me... everything about me- my name and my soul, my heart and my motivation, my struggles and my greatest happiness. I love this verse. As I titled today's writing- to know is to love. To know someone is very personal.
I wonder if you've ever heard someone remark, usually rather indignantly, "X doesn't even know me!" When used in this context it doesn't mean someone knows your name but rather those thoughts and concerns and joys that rest deep in your soul. They know your nature and how you'd react even before you've been put in a certain situation. It's that friend from 2nd grade who knows that fruit salad would be your favorite welcome home gift and a 5k would be right up your alley. (Thanks, Ash!) But knowing someone doesn't come easy... it takes time spent together, really listening and talking to one another, and being there when it counts.
Well, if we are to be God's sheep, we must also know God. But knowing God doesn't come easy... it takes time spent together in Bible Study, talking to and listening to God in prayer, talking to and listening to other believers, and being there, being faithful... even when it's hard, especially when it's hard. Lord, I love that You know me, and I love being Your sheep and knowing You. Help me to know more of You every day.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Why We Do the Things We Do
Sometimes it seems curious just why we do certain things. What is the motivating factor? Why are we moved to obey commands? Why are me motivated to do things for people? What makes us believe?
Obey -->Success
1 Kings 1:1-2:46
"Obey the Lord your God. Follow him by obeying his demands, his commands, his laws and his rules that are written in the teachings of Moses. If you do these things, you will be successful in all you do and wherever you go." (1 Kings 2:3)
After Adonijah tried to make himself king without poor David knowing (I really wonder how he figured that would work out), David honored his promise to Bathsheba and made her son Solomon king. Before he takes the throne, David offers some wise words of advice to the young
ruler. He should obey God, all the commands, all the teachings, etc, because he will have success. While I in no way believe in the gospel of wealth (that all those who are rich are loved by the Lord and following the Lord and those who suffer have brought it upon themselves), I think this "success" might refer to something different entirely. When we are walking with Him, "in his light" (1 John 1), then we are filled with abundant joy in the long run... joy, life, light, success. The beauty of being in the Lord motivates us to follow His commands and teachings ever more closely by reading the scripture, praying, and being built up in a community of believers.
Love --> Do
Proverbs 17:7-9
"Some people think they can pay others to do anything they ask. They think it will work every time." (Proverbs 17:8)
While money can get you some things in life, it can't buy everything. Mastercard would say, some things are "priceless," and the Beatles would suggest that "Money can't buy me love." Love, yeah, that's it. People would do a lot of crazy things for the right price (evidenced by silly daring tv shows), but they won't do acts of service that require love as a basis. I'm reminded of the last "Sex and the City" episode where Miranda finds Steve's mother rooting through trash, takes her home and bathes her. Miranda might be tempted to do many things for the right price, but this well-to-do New York City lawyer could've easily had some one else take care of this less than glamorous job. To me, it's clear. This is where her love for Steve took over. Honestly the scene brought me to tears, when she looked at her housekeeper and said, "Don't tell Steve." Love leads us to make dinner when we're tired, carry on when we're sad, visit others when we have way too much to do, send a special note when we have our own agendas. Acts of love cannot be paid for... true love is given with no strings attached.
Speak --> Believe
John 9:24-41
"When Jesus heard that they had thrown him out, Jesus found him and said, 'Do you believe in the Son of Man?' He asked, 'Who is the Son of Man, so that I can believe in him?' Jesus said to him, 'You have seen him. The Son of Man is the one talking with you.' He said, 'Lord, I believe!' Then the man worshipped Jesus." (John 9:35-39)
This is such an amazing part of the story... to know that the man who was born blind didn't understand what had happened at first. At first, he didn't know who restored his sight or why. It not the miracle that brought him to worship Jesus, because without the words the man didn't understand. In order for him to worship Jesus, Jesus needed to explain who he was and what had happened to him. That's like all of us... people may see our lives and admire who we are and what we do, but people will never come to believe and follow Jesus if we don't speak about the hope that we have found in Him. They will be confused as to why we do what we do... so we need to speak, because we are blessed to be a witness.
Check out this lovely video by Kay Guyer, presented at COB YAC (Young Adult conference):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8hQiVbmjCfU
Obey -->Success
1 Kings 1:1-2:46
"Obey the Lord your God. Follow him by obeying his demands, his commands, his laws and his rules that are written in the teachings of Moses. If you do these things, you will be successful in all you do and wherever you go." (1 Kings 2:3)
After Adonijah tried to make himself king without poor David knowing (I really wonder how he figured that would work out), David honored his promise to Bathsheba and made her son Solomon king. Before he takes the throne, David offers some wise words of advice to the young
ruler. He should obey God, all the commands, all the teachings, etc, because he will have success. While I in no way believe in the gospel of wealth (that all those who are rich are loved by the Lord and following the Lord and those who suffer have brought it upon themselves), I think this "success" might refer to something different entirely. When we are walking with Him, "in his light" (1 John 1), then we are filled with abundant joy in the long run... joy, life, light, success. The beauty of being in the Lord motivates us to follow His commands and teachings ever more closely by reading the scripture, praying, and being built up in a community of believers.
Love --> Do
Proverbs 17:7-9
"Some people think they can pay others to do anything they ask. They think it will work every time." (Proverbs 17:8)
While money can get you some things in life, it can't buy everything. Mastercard would say, some things are "priceless," and the Beatles would suggest that "Money can't buy me love." Love, yeah, that's it. People would do a lot of crazy things for the right price (evidenced by silly daring tv shows), but they won't do acts of service that require love as a basis. I'm reminded of the last "Sex and the City" episode where Miranda finds Steve's mother rooting through trash, takes her home and bathes her. Miranda might be tempted to do many things for the right price, but this well-to-do New York City lawyer could've easily had some one else take care of this less than glamorous job. To me, it's clear. This is where her love for Steve took over. Honestly the scene brought me to tears, when she looked at her housekeeper and said, "Don't tell Steve." Love leads us to make dinner when we're tired, carry on when we're sad, visit others when we have way too much to do, send a special note when we have our own agendas. Acts of love cannot be paid for... true love is given with no strings attached.
Speak --> Believe
John 9:24-41
"When Jesus heard that they had thrown him out, Jesus found him and said, 'Do you believe in the Son of Man?' He asked, 'Who is the Son of Man, so that I can believe in him?' Jesus said to him, 'You have seen him. The Son of Man is the one talking with you.' He said, 'Lord, I believe!' Then the man worshipped Jesus." (John 9:35-39)
This is such an amazing part of the story... to know that the man who was born blind didn't understand what had happened at first. At first, he didn't know who restored his sight or why. It not the miracle that brought him to worship Jesus, because without the words the man didn't understand. In order for him to worship Jesus, Jesus needed to explain who he was and what had happened to him. That's like all of us... people may see our lives and admire who we are and what we do, but people will never come to believe and follow Jesus if we don't speak about the hope that we have found in Him. They will be confused as to why we do what we do... so we need to speak, because we are blessed to be a witness.
Check out this lovely video by Kay Guyer, presented at COB YAC (Young Adult conference):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8hQiVbmjCfU
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
The Cost of Discipleship
Hi there everyone!
I know I've been a bit absent as of late... I've still been reading but without the writing... so I certainly hope you're keeping up with the scriptures. You wouldn't want to miss out on such amazing stories and loves songs, such as David's song of Praise (2 Samuel 22). Well, stay tuned, because I'll soon be in Guatemala and be able to recount some fun Guatemalan stories along with my reflections on my daily Bible reading, which is such a blessing to me... and I pray that it may be to others as well.
The Cost of Discipleship
This past weekend I was at YAC, where we talked about the discipleship, and in preparation read parts of Bonheoffer's book The Cost of Discipleship. Yes, there is a cost, and yes there is a journey that is sometimes long and not the easiest path... but it is all worth it... every minute of it. And we have a God that is an "ever-present help in trouble" (Psalm 46:1) and "will not test us beyond what we can bear" (1 Cor. 10:13)
The Cost of Sin: Confession
2 Samuel 23:1-24:25
"David felt ashamed after he had counted the people. He said to the Lord, 'I have sinned greatly by what I have done. Lord, I beg you to forgive me, your servant, because I have been very foolish.'" (2 Samuel 24:10)
At first upon reading, it seems curious. To what 'great sin' had King David succumbed? But, then it becomes clear... especially upon reading Joab's question: "Why do you want to do this?" Joab questions not only David's actions but his motives, his "why?" Sometimes when we look at different church traditions, we become fixed on the 'whats' instead of the 'whys.' (And the 'whys' are really the 'wise.' Ok, ok... too many times a linguist.) But, really, the heart of the matter is what matters, especially in 2 Samuel, where we are assured that "God looks at the heart" (16:7).
For instance, many are unaware that in the COB there was a controversy about whether to have Sunday School or not. At first it seems crazy that the church that started as with 8 young adults leading a Bible study in their home wouldn't embrace the concept. But the "why" is precisely that people thought it would take that important element of daily Bible study with the family out of the home. Sadly, I have to admit that I have seen that happen, but I am very excited about starting a family Bible study with my family... at least for a bit now while I'm around.
Well, the 'why', the motive, for David was the problem. His motive was pride- that word so carefully avoided in many Brethren circles. He looked at how Israel had grown and prospered during his reign, and he was tempted to take some of the glory on himself. The cost of sin is great to David, where we see God send disease and an angel sent to destroy Jerusalem. But, even without disease and destruction, the sin required David to come before God, confessing humbly that the welfare of the kingdom was all in God's hands.
The Cost of Offering: Everything
2 Samuel 23:1-24:25
"'My king, I give everything to you.' Araunah also said to the king, 'May the Lord your God be pleased with you.' But the king answered Araunah, 'No, I will pay you for the land. I won't offer to the Lord my God burnt offerings that cost me nothing.'" (2 Samuel 23-24)
This is a beautiful part of this chapter as well. David cries out to the Lord and says that it is his fault, so he should be the one to pay, not the people who "followed like sheep." And David goes to build an altar at Araunah the Jebusite's threshing floor, precisely where the angel of the Lord had stopped his killing. It's striking that Araunah's response to David was precisely what our response should be to the Lord: "I give you everything!" How long has it been since you offered everything to the Lord? From the tiny conveniences to the greatest blessings that it hurts you to let go of.
I remember so vividly last month when my heart was in such turmoil. The Lord has led me to a wonderful man who is such a blessing in my life, and I thank God every day for how he not only helps me and loves me, but also guides me closer to Him. I believe we're really walking forward on our journey of discipleship together. But, I came to a point where I needed to ask if he supported women in pastoral ministry. And although I love Brad so much and never ever want to give up the blessing he is in my life, I knew that I could go no further if he didn't... because before anything else, I must be faithful to Him. I give Him all of my life and "anyone who does not give up everything cannot be [His] disciple" (Luke 14:33). There is a cost to being God's disciple... and that cost is everything. David recognizes that our offering must cost us something, and that something must be everything, because God gave everything for us... and what He offers us in return is everything.
The Cost of Blessing:Cleansing
John 9:1-23
"After Jesus said this, he spit on the ground and made some mud with it and put the mud on the man's eyes. Then he told the man, 'Go and wash in the pool of Siloam.' (Siloam means Sent.) So the man went, washed, and came back seeing." (John 9:6-7)
This beautiful story of the man who 'was blind but now can see' is amazing and interesting in so many ways. God is teaching me new aspects of these familiar Bible stories every day. But, I especially appreciated 2 things about this story today. First is the use of mud- dirt from the earth (from which man was created according to Genesis) and God's saliva. Also, Jesus covered his eyes, covered what was ailing him. But the second and more interesting to me today is the fact that Jesus asked the man to go and wash the mud away. This involved obedience, this involved action, this involved cleansing. God wants to give us great blessings and "reveal God's power in us" (3); but in order to do this, we must "go." Lord, teach me to "go" to the pool of 'Sent' where you are sending me... so that I may come back seeing more of you.
Please take 5 minutes to check out this amazing clip of how God uses this young man's amazing musical abilities to "show God's power in [him]." (He is blind, but learned to play requests on the piano by his 2nd birthday!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-qTiYA1WiY8 (Thanks for sharing, Pat!!!)
I know I've been a bit absent as of late... I've still been reading but without the writing... so I certainly hope you're keeping up with the scriptures. You wouldn't want to miss out on such amazing stories and loves songs, such as David's song of Praise (2 Samuel 22). Well, stay tuned, because I'll soon be in Guatemala and be able to recount some fun Guatemalan stories along with my reflections on my daily Bible reading, which is such a blessing to me... and I pray that it may be to others as well.
The Cost of Discipleship
This past weekend I was at YAC, where we talked about the discipleship, and in preparation read parts of Bonheoffer's book The Cost of Discipleship. Yes, there is a cost, and yes there is a journey that is sometimes long and not the easiest path... but it is all worth it... every minute of it. And we have a God that is an "ever-present help in trouble" (Psalm 46:1) and "will not test us beyond what we can bear" (1 Cor. 10:13)
The Cost of Sin: Confession
2 Samuel 23:1-24:25
"David felt ashamed after he had counted the people. He said to the Lord, 'I have sinned greatly by what I have done. Lord, I beg you to forgive me, your servant, because I have been very foolish.'" (2 Samuel 24:10)
At first upon reading, it seems curious. To what 'great sin' had King David succumbed? But, then it becomes clear... especially upon reading Joab's question: "Why do you want to do this?" Joab questions not only David's actions but his motives, his "why?" Sometimes when we look at different church traditions, we become fixed on the 'whats' instead of the 'whys.' (And the 'whys' are really the 'wise.' Ok, ok... too many times a linguist.) But, really, the heart of the matter is what matters, especially in 2 Samuel, where we are assured that "God looks at the heart" (16:7).
For instance, many are unaware that in the COB there was a controversy about whether to have Sunday School or not. At first it seems crazy that the church that started as with 8 young adults leading a Bible study in their home wouldn't embrace the concept. But the "why" is precisely that people thought it would take that important element of daily Bible study with the family out of the home. Sadly, I have to admit that I have seen that happen, but I am very excited about starting a family Bible study with my family... at least for a bit now while I'm around.
Well, the 'why', the motive, for David was the problem. His motive was pride- that word so carefully avoided in many Brethren circles. He looked at how Israel had grown and prospered during his reign, and he was tempted to take some of the glory on himself. The cost of sin is great to David, where we see God send disease and an angel sent to destroy Jerusalem. But, even without disease and destruction, the sin required David to come before God, confessing humbly that the welfare of the kingdom was all in God's hands.
The Cost of Offering: Everything
2 Samuel 23:1-24:25
"'My king, I give everything to you.' Araunah also said to the king, 'May the Lord your God be pleased with you.' But the king answered Araunah, 'No, I will pay you for the land. I won't offer to the Lord my God burnt offerings that cost me nothing.'" (2 Samuel 23-24)
This is a beautiful part of this chapter as well. David cries out to the Lord and says that it is his fault, so he should be the one to pay, not the people who "followed like sheep." And David goes to build an altar at Araunah the Jebusite's threshing floor, precisely where the angel of the Lord had stopped his killing. It's striking that Araunah's response to David was precisely what our response should be to the Lord: "I give you everything!" How long has it been since you offered everything to the Lord? From the tiny conveniences to the greatest blessings that it hurts you to let go of.
I remember so vividly last month when my heart was in such turmoil. The Lord has led me to a wonderful man who is such a blessing in my life, and I thank God every day for how he not only helps me and loves me, but also guides me closer to Him. I believe we're really walking forward on our journey of discipleship together. But, I came to a point where I needed to ask if he supported women in pastoral ministry. And although I love Brad so much and never ever want to give up the blessing he is in my life, I knew that I could go no further if he didn't... because before anything else, I must be faithful to Him. I give Him all of my life and "anyone who does not give up everything cannot be [His] disciple" (Luke 14:33). There is a cost to being God's disciple... and that cost is everything. David recognizes that our offering must cost us something, and that something must be everything, because God gave everything for us... and what He offers us in return is everything.
The Cost of Blessing:Cleansing
John 9:1-23
"After Jesus said this, he spit on the ground and made some mud with it and put the mud on the man's eyes. Then he told the man, 'Go and wash in the pool of Siloam.' (Siloam means Sent.) So the man went, washed, and came back seeing." (John 9:6-7)
This beautiful story of the man who 'was blind but now can see' is amazing and interesting in so many ways. God is teaching me new aspects of these familiar Bible stories every day. But, I especially appreciated 2 things about this story today. First is the use of mud- dirt from the earth (from which man was created according to Genesis) and God's saliva. Also, Jesus covered his eyes, covered what was ailing him. But the second and more interesting to me today is the fact that Jesus asked the man to go and wash the mud away. This involved obedience, this involved action, this involved cleansing. God wants to give us great blessings and "reveal God's power in us" (3); but in order to do this, we must "go." Lord, teach me to "go" to the pool of 'Sent' where you are sending me... so that I may come back seeing more of you.
Please take 5 minutes to check out this amazing clip of how God uses this young man's amazing musical abilities to "show God's power in [him]." (He is blind, but learned to play requests on the piano by his 2nd birthday!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-qTiYA1WiY8 (Thanks for sharing, Pat!!!)
Friday, May 22, 2009
Purification Station
Pure... it sounds so nice at the outset, until we recognize that the process of reaching this goal isn't quite so pretty. It involves enduring curses and insults, struggles and difficulties as well as the unfortunate truth about ourselves that we so like to ignore. But, in the end it is worth it... bringing us closer and closer to our Lord. So, we pray... Lord, work in our lives and purify us today.
Curses
2 Samuel 15:1-16:19
"Leave him alone and let him curse me because the Lord told him to do this. Maybe the Lord will see my misery and repay me with something good for Shimei's curses today!" (2 Samuel 16:11-12)
We know the saying, 'It ain't easy being green.' Turns out, it's not easy being king either... especially when you've just accepted the son who murdered your other son back into the kingdom and he repays you by turning your people against you and trying to take over. Oh, Absalom... talk about a problem child. It must've been humiliating running from your own son, evidenced by David's exclamation, "My own son is trying to kill me! This man is a Benjaminite and has more right to kill me!" But, that wasn't enough humiliation apparently. Shimei son of Gera, from Saul's family group, decided to follow David and his officers, curse him and throw stones and dirt at him.
The surprising thing here is David's reaction, "If he is cursing me because the Lord told him to, who can question him?" I don't know about you, but the last time someone criticized me, my reaction wasn't, "Oh, ok... that critique might be a message from God. Let me think that one over a while." But, I think we should. For instance, I've been thinking more about the relationships in my life. While we each know that we love each other deeply, perhaps it's not so apparent to those on the outside... and it's important to really show in all my interactions the great love that we feel for one another: in what I say and don't say, in how I act, in the time that I spend caring for them.
Struggles
Psalm 66:8-15
"God, you have tested us; you have purified us like silver. You let us be trapped and put a heavy load on us. You let our enemies walk on our heads. We went through fire and flood, but you brought us to a place with good things." (Psalm 66:10-12)
Verse 10... how beautiful... God has purified us like silver. Ah, lovely. Thank You, God. But then, wait a minute... how did God purify us? Read on to find out. Trapped? A heavy load? Enemies walking on our heads? Fire and flood? Hmmm... doesn't sound so beautiful any more. All this? To be purified? Is it worth it? Of course it is, and here we have a lovely realistic picture of the process of purification.
And it's necessary... I remember Brad mentioning something that really hit home. "Whatever struggles we go through affects others on some level." We fool ourselves into thinking that we can go through it on our own, that we're not hurting anyone. But in reality, our lives are connected, and in seeking to purify ourselves we can positively impact the lives of those we love. Working towards the purification of our own lives is not only pleasing to God and to ourselves but to those who love us. Though it's often very painful and difficult, it's worth it.
Truth
John 7:1-24
"The world cannot hate you, but it hates me, because I tell it the evil things it does." (John 7:7)
Jesus, as "the way, the truth and the life," would necessarily come to the world to expose the truth about the world and what is going on. And the world's reaction? Hate. While we might not put it so strongly, we do often get defensive when someone offers us correction. "No. I'm not overbearing. Now, take this to the sink." Sometimes it's so hard to see needs to be changed in our lives that we need others to show us. And Jesus gives us another example here. He knows that the world hates this correction, but it doesn't bother him. He's more concerned with the world than with being 'likeable.' When a close friend needs correction or advice, we need to find the way to speak the truth in love to that person... and set them on their way toward purification.
Curses
2 Samuel 15:1-16:19
"Leave him alone and let him curse me because the Lord told him to do this. Maybe the Lord will see my misery and repay me with something good for Shimei's curses today!" (2 Samuel 16:11-12)
We know the saying, 'It ain't easy being green.' Turns out, it's not easy being king either... especially when you've just accepted the son who murdered your other son back into the kingdom and he repays you by turning your people against you and trying to take over. Oh, Absalom... talk about a problem child. It must've been humiliating running from your own son, evidenced by David's exclamation, "My own son is trying to kill me! This man is a Benjaminite and has more right to kill me!" But, that wasn't enough humiliation apparently. Shimei son of Gera, from Saul's family group, decided to follow David and his officers, curse him and throw stones and dirt at him.
The surprising thing here is David's reaction, "If he is cursing me because the Lord told him to, who can question him?" I don't know about you, but the last time someone criticized me, my reaction wasn't, "Oh, ok... that critique might be a message from God. Let me think that one over a while." But, I think we should. For instance, I've been thinking more about the relationships in my life. While we each know that we love each other deeply, perhaps it's not so apparent to those on the outside... and it's important to really show in all my interactions the great love that we feel for one another: in what I say and don't say, in how I act, in the time that I spend caring for them.
Struggles
Psalm 66:8-15
"God, you have tested us; you have purified us like silver. You let us be trapped and put a heavy load on us. You let our enemies walk on our heads. We went through fire and flood, but you brought us to a place with good things." (Psalm 66:10-12)
Verse 10... how beautiful... God has purified us like silver. Ah, lovely. Thank You, God. But then, wait a minute... how did God purify us? Read on to find out. Trapped? A heavy load? Enemies walking on our heads? Fire and flood? Hmmm... doesn't sound so beautiful any more. All this? To be purified? Is it worth it? Of course it is, and here we have a lovely realistic picture of the process of purification.
And it's necessary... I remember Brad mentioning something that really hit home. "Whatever struggles we go through affects others on some level." We fool ourselves into thinking that we can go through it on our own, that we're not hurting anyone. But in reality, our lives are connected, and in seeking to purify ourselves we can positively impact the lives of those we love. Working towards the purification of our own lives is not only pleasing to God and to ourselves but to those who love us. Though it's often very painful and difficult, it's worth it.
Truth
John 7:1-24
"The world cannot hate you, but it hates me, because I tell it the evil things it does." (John 7:7)
Jesus, as "the way, the truth and the life," would necessarily come to the world to expose the truth about the world and what is going on. And the world's reaction? Hate. While we might not put it so strongly, we do often get defensive when someone offers us correction. "No. I'm not overbearing. Now, take this to the sink." Sometimes it's so hard to see needs to be changed in our lives that we need others to show us. And Jesus gives us another example here. He knows that the world hates this correction, but it doesn't bother him. He's more concerned with the world than with being 'likeable.' When a close friend needs correction or advice, we need to find the way to speak the truth in love to that person... and set them on their way toward purification.
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